Today is one of those days I woke up and felt instantly dark and gloomy. No matter how many curtains I open or how much I clean, I feel like I am just wasting time. I dont exactly know why because I’m completing things that needed to be done. I think its more of a depression feeling more than anything. I am not usually a depressing person, i am generally happy, my daughter and i have fun together everyday. I dont know today i just feel like a waste of space for no reason.